My new year sucks

What was planned to be something, exciting, never done before, epic and fun new year turned in to a dreadful one. Since mid-year, i've been waiting for this 31st December climb to Mt Kinabalu. How awesome it would be to spend a new years on top of the mountain, on the summit with your close friends and sister? What could possibly beat that opportunity? Reaching the summit of South East Asia's tallest mountain on the 1st of January 2011 - 1.1.11

After all that's happened this year, I thought it would be great to finally. Just start new, just breath in the cold and fresh mountain air, soak it all up. And descend the mountain with a new Hope, a new Perspective and a new Beginning to a new year. And what happens ? I get sick, i get nauseous because I was sick the past few days before the climb. Why now ? Of all days of the holiday I have to get sick on the day of the climb. And I end up back in KK , when my friends are up there, enjoying and having a time of their lives. When would I get this chance, to climb with them again ? The excitement and the joy of doing this together. Just so sad, and I know that 2011 would be a year that would be miserable year. How exciting !

My new year resolution ? Sleep this thing through and hope that it was all a dream.