It's been almost 5 days since I got back from the United Kingdom :)
And since then I've been Experiencing jet lag, unable to sleep during the night . Which is driving me up the wall.
So, right now it's 3am and I'm writing this.
Well, time passes by real fast and it's 9 days till I'm flying off to Melbourne.
A new chapter in life shall begin for me. I'm really excited but also afraid at the same time.
Being away from the shelter of a home and from my parents will be hard.
But I guess that's the part where I need to learn to be independent and grow up.
I'm just really thankful and grateful for The sacrifices that my mum and dad had to do to give me this opportunity to study in Australia. It's a chance that not many people get and some could only dream of.
I just hope that they will be blessed throughout their lives because they are the greatest parents of all times.
The amount of work they go through to support the education of 3 children is really tough. I know this by seeing how hard they work.
Sometimes it saddens me to watch them pour out their heart and soul into our future that seems so uncertain.
It scares me to think that what if I fail. Their effort would be put to waste.
But all I can do is trust that God who loves my family and I has a plan and his plans are greater than anything and that through his time he will do what is best for this family.
I just hope and pray that I'll be able to do well and excel in everything, get a good job and make my parents proud.
I know times will be difficult, I know that there are many things that I have to handle alone. But He who is in me is greater than the world.
Going away and facing the world alone in a new environment will be difficult .. But I have my Lord and Saviour with me. And he will lead me through this because I trust in him and his ways.
I hope to reassure my parents that, I may be shy and timid and weak but I'm certain that when needed I will be able to look after myself. I've not seen what's out there I've not experienced it. But they brought up a girl who is wise because my parents are wise in many ways.
I know that when I set foot on that plane, there's no turning back. My bar has to be raised and I cannot be who I was back then.
I can only pray that God will lead me through all the trials that I know are bound to come. And also pray that my faith will be strong to overcome these tumbling walls.
I love you MUM and DAD
I Thankyou for your sacrifices
I wanna say I will make you proud
I am sorry for the crap I always put you through
I hope you'll one day be able to enjoy life without any more worries
XXXXXXXOOOOOOO
