Hey to the person who's reading this,
wondering whats up with the picture up there ?
Well, its the situation im currently facing. See, its my last year as a senior and
after this year i'll be going off for A lvls or maybe not ? Im
seriously not sure of anything right now.
And, now im even doubtful whether i should stick on studying science because I don't think im
a science person.
But, if I drop all the science subject, I have to go in economics and
I have no clue whatsoever in Econ.
So, im at this crossroad looking up at signs but theres too many that I don't even know
which way is the right way !
I never thought i'd get to this situation.
I guess its inevitable you know ?
So, life's going by in such a blur.
Before I could even grasp hold of time, its already June.
5 more months to SPM, also known as The Exam that determines your future.
I haven't even studied for it yet. And, im stressing out right now.
But, when its time to study I get distracted easily.
I fidget around and end up wasting 2 hrs just like that.
And now my mum wants me to study foundation in KL cause its too expensive to study abroad
, but i freaking dont want to stay another year here. I wanna leave ! Why is
it so hard for me to leave here ?
So this is what im going through right now.
Im tired....
Im lost....
Im confused....
I know I should trust God, I know he has a plan for me.
But, right now I just dont see any where im supposed to go.
Could there be just a sign, one sign to just point me to where and what I should do.
Its all that i need right now.
