24/7

Just a thought,

I've watched tons of movies about this girl or boy who has that one friend that they can count on. That they could do everything together.

I always wonder, damn. Is  this even possible?

It's always this case, that the guy ends up liking the girl or the girl has some issues with the friend.

I wish for that one friend. That you could literally talk about anything EVERYTHING. Cry with them get mad with them. Try everything with them.

Someone that I could trust. Someone that i'm not afraid to talk about whatever shit that's going on and not be afraid that they'll bitch it to other people.

I've never had that moment when I could just let everything out. I've always been on my guard. No one knows me. Heck sometimes i dont even know whats going on in my damned mind.

People ask me why i'm so quiet most of the time. Yea, cause I don't want you to go bullshitting about me to other people that's why. 

I've came to the terms that no one could be trusted. Honestly, the bullshit that people come up with about you sometimes. It's incredible.  

Maybe that's why I actually prefer being alone. There's enough shit to handle. I don't need drama. But then it get's lonely too.

I'd like someone to travel the world with. 

I'd like to have that friend that I could call at 2am in the morning and just bullshit. Or go out somewhere, lie on a huge ass field and just watch the stars.

Go on impromptu trips. Just drive without a destination. 

Like a companion for 24/7 that you won't get sick off. There won't be jealousy, there won't be conflicts. Just two friends. 

Is he or she out there ? Cause I really need one right now.

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